So Close..........

Artist: Jon McLaughlin
Song: So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

This is a beautiful song from the movie "Enchanted". It's so beautiful, especially with the music

"At this moment there are 6,770,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with the good. Some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes - all you need is just one." - Like You Like an Arsonist, Season 3, One Tree Hill.

That really makes me wonder where I fit in.

Am I running scared?
- Possibly most of the time, whenever in doubt, whenever in fear.

Am I coming home?
- More like, I'm trying to figure out where home truly is.

Do I tell lies to get through the day?
- Not all the time, but I do have my juvie moments where I lie my ass off.. :D

Am I facing the truth?
- Constantly, all the time, mostly. They say that the truth doesn't make a noise... but it makes
people scream, laugh, cry etc.. Doesn't that make noise?

Am I evil, fighting against good?
- Part of me, yes. The truth is, we all have our evil subconscious.

Am I good, struggling with the evil?
- Almost all of the time.. I'm 5'6.. head on.. guns blazing..

Out of all those people, do I really need just one?
- Hell yeah.

Ashes of Dreams You Let Die

We all have dreams. When we were six years old, wearing a pink tutu and tights, running around the house, wishing to be a ballerina; that’s a dream. Or when we were twelve, thinking that modeling or becoming a ballerina is foolish, we start wishing to become a neuron surgeon just so that the money income would help the family. It is true, neurosurgery is hard work and provides better income…..But what happened to that six year old who dreamed of becoming a ballerina? Is she there inside, yearning to break free or has she disappeared?

My point is not about ballerinas or little six year olds with their aspirations. My point is this, what happened to us, along the way of growing up? When did we stop being ourselves?

Each and every one of us, at the ripe old age of six or seven, decide who we’re going to be when we grow up. We dwell on the thought of being actors, teachers, television hosts, models, wild life explorers and so much more; but then, we grow up. We grow up, and something goes wrong. We lose touch with the inner part inside of us…we face the reality and we lose our own fantasies.

These are just random thoughts which entered my head. The lady on the side of the road, could have been a dancer. The old man who sells fresh fish in his cart could have been a successful business man. In a perfect world, these people could have achieved it. They would have been dancers and CEOs and goodness knows what. It is not a perfect world, and these people aren’t perfect. That’s the only explanation I’ve got so far and seems enough for me……

BFFs.. Forever... :D

This one's for my best friend in this whole universe, Maththu...
I wrote about her in Banging on Drums and Breaking the Emergency Glass..
She was kinda upset about it and this is to make up for it.

10 Reasons why You are my Best Friend....

#10 You have the sweetest way of caring about whatever I do
#9 You drag me out of all the sticky stuff that i get myself into
#8 I'm peanut butter and you're jelly (we're different but we're great together!)
#7 We may get into our fights but we get through them anyway.. i know we will.. we always do...
#6 You get emotional real easy.... and I'm the only one who can make you feel better (i love the fact that I am).
#5 We like the same stuff... well.. sort of.. but mostly...
#4 We crack the weirdest jokes.. and most people other than us don't them
#3 We understand the consequences of having a weird family ;)
#2 We love each other tons!! :D
#1 and I know that there are million more reasons why she's my best friend..

I hope you like this.. I really do.. and I'm totally sorry.

Last Words

The last words of a person are the last traces that he/she leaves behind on earth. Like footsteps on the beach, waiting to be washed away by the tide and steam on the windows to turn into droplets of water. They are what you leave behind, what your loved ones remember as your last legacy, your last impression.

There are famous last words like.. "No!" of Alexander Graham Bell and "Ram!" translated as "Oh, God!" by Mahatma Gandhi. Words of famous people, revolutionists are always remembered.. always there...

Then there are those words which are lost forever. The ones which are a mystery and which we will always be trying to make out. The ones which never stop being an enigma to us.

The words of our loved ones which linger in our hearts forever

"In essence, the conflict that exists today is no more than an old-style struggle for power, once again presented to mankind in semi religious trappings. The difference is that, this time, the development of atomic power has imbued the struggle with a ghostly character; for both parties know and admit that, should the quarrel deteriorate into actual war, mankind is doomed. Despite this knowledge, statesmen in responsible positions on both sides continue to employ the well-known technique of seeking to intimidate and demoralize the opponent by marshaling superior military strength. They do so even though such a policy entails the risk of war and doom. Not one statesman in a position of responsibility has dared to pursue the only course that holds out any promise of peace, the course of supranational security, since for a statesman to follow such a course would be tantamount to political suicide. Political passions, once they have been fanned into flame, exact their victims ... Citater fra..."
-The last words of Albert Einstein

Male'......Capital of Our Hearts

Male' is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place, someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who is struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all OK. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there and that someone will find you.... don't lose hope

25 Minutes in Heaven.............

We all have people whom we like and whom we are friends with; but whether they like you back or not is completely up to them. Once in a while, once in a blue moon, there comes a person who takes your breath away and give you things you would probably never have deserved.

I'm talking about big things, grand gestures which make you stop dead in your tracks or miss a heart beat. I suppose, some people don't have these things happen to them everyday but those who do, underestimate it.

OK, my point is this....today...was amazing in every way! Talking and opening up to people makes me feel really good, like I've lifted off a boulder which I've been carrying on my shoulders for a long time. In this case I opened up to the least expected person, A. We talked for a long time which is very surprising since, we kinda not talk to each other like that. It's just not done in front of our class mates, but today he asked me to sit NEXT to him and to talk to him! It was pure bliss which lasted 25 minutes. I'm still a little bit dazed from that!!! Lolz!

"All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us." ~Kevin Arnold~