Tuesday, December 30, 2008

My Trip to the Zoo... (Aren't I a good photographer?)





























































































A picture is worth a thousand words.. so I'm not gonna say anything and leave them to speak for themselves. :)


Monday, December 29, 2008

Tagged by Ki! :) (BTW, I'm back!)

1. If your lover betrayed you what would your reaction be?
I'd be sad and devastated for a while but then I'd get myself together.

2. If you could have one dream come true which one would it be?
*sigh* The dream where I go shopping in Paris, London and New York and have tons of credit cards. *evil snicker*

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Hmmm.. that's a tough one. Probably the guy who goes by everyday at three in the afternoon. He keeps ringing his bicycle bell non-stop. Seriously, someone needs to tell him that it's annoying.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Books, clothes, shoes... a bit more of those. Then, stuff for people I love and charity =)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I think she prefers guys! XD

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved.

7. How long would you wait for someone you love?
Forever and ever if that's what it takes. Isn't that how love should be??

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
Secretly attached? What does that mean? Like secretly attached to a lamp post or something with invisible chains? LIKE THAT?? O-O

9. If you could root for one social cause which one would it be?
AIDS awareness.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Feeling left out.... and people talking about me behind my back but I know about it.

11. I loathe most in people?
Pretence and giant-sized egos.

12. What's your fear?
Being all alone in the end. :(

13. What kind of person(s) do you think the person who tagged you is/are?
My fave dancer in the world, for sure! ;) She's amazing, funny and an awesome person! Love you babes, missed you too! <3

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
As long as I'm happy, I wouldn't really care. If I'm happy, I wouldn't mind being so poor that I have to live in a cardboard box on the road.

15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?
Smile and drag myself out of bed. But that is after I lay there for a few seconds... *sigh*

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who would you pick?
The one who's madly in love with me :)

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Of course... it is sometimes my biggest weakness..

18. What's eating you now?
Boredom. Seriously, I NEED to go out.

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
I honestly don't know. I'm enjoying being single but being in a relationship was great too. :D

20. Tag 6 people...

1.Rimie... she's awesome! Miss you babes!
2.Now... I miss our 'do this, do that' chats
3.Xein..... your blog needs some serious action.. (plz do this tag for me honeyy!!) ;)
4.Anths... because you love 'em :D
5.Ammetia... I've missed you girlie!!
6.The sixth is anyone who wants to do this tag!! Feel free... =)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Oops-a-daisy


I am a klutz... and I am clumsy. Not at home though. In public, which makes it all the more mortifying. I know you're just going to say that it happens to everyone and all that.

Okay, here's what happened.

Scenario 1 (although they shouldn't really be called scenarios since they are real, but whatever):

I fell down some stairs. Yes, I know, people who have stairs in their homes usually fall down them once or twice. But, errm, you see, this was NOT at home. It was a bookshop. You know, ones which are all full of people and those book nerds (don't worry, I'm one too) are so silent that you can hear a freaking pin drop in there.

Imagine how it much sound would be created when someone falls down the stairs.
Not only did I fall, but I managed to roll (sort of) right down to the bottom. Seriously, my legs and feet were made of jelly, I think. No worries though, I got right back up without a moment's hesitation as soon as I got to the bottom. I think I was too shaken to even bother to turn red like a beetroot.

Scenario 2:


I fell inside a chair. INSIDE. HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? huh? huh? And this wasn't at home either. It was at a party; a loud, social gathering where you could possibly die of oxygen deprivation because too many people are squished together into one building and you're almost blinded by the crazy lights which make you look like some weirdo in the photos. This said party apparently has broken furniture.


So, there I was all dressed up and pretty; smiling my fake smile at people I didn't know and laughing at jokes which were not funny (at all, seriously). I got tired of standing around so I found a chair and sat down. BAD IDEA! I fell right through. I wonder how I must have looked with my bum through a chair... *pictures it* Yeah, I might have to avoid those people for another year or so, at least until it blows of.


If a carpenter or any other chair-making person was around I would have grabbed him/her, given a big lecture about how furniture is supposed to make life comfortable and not have their social life stunted and then banged his/her head against the infernal chair and killed him/her.



Those are the reasons why I have recently decided never to leave the four walls of my bedroom and hide under the cozy folds of my quilt. It's quite lovely under there. There are no stairs or chairs to ruin a person's reputation.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Wonderful Wednesday


(No, that's not the nail polish I bought... do you seriously think I would waste it??)

~ I saw my step-brother after a long time. He looks great, reminded me how much fun we used to have. He caused my mum to stop dead in the street and say "Wow! You two really do look a lot alike." Seriously, we don't. Unless it's the hair...

~ I bought myself nail polish to cure all my boredom. Not that I was bored, but still. It's all pink all the way baby! :D (In case my lingo was bad that means that I got pink nail polish... right??) Whatever. My toes still looks great, you know.

~ I decided not to cut my hair. Yes, I know I was all obsessed about it but then... when I went out today and it was all windy. It made me realize how much I loved my long hair and how I loved when it whipped all over my face. (Sorry for troubling you about it before, Now.)

~ Bought a new shirt too, to reward myself for dragging myself all the way out of home and into the shop. XD It's cute and flowery, which is not usually my taste but I thought of buying something different. It's my "I'm-totally-bored-shirt"...

I had a good day after a really long time today :D

Monday, November 17, 2008

Mundane Monday

(No, that's NOT me... because if that were me, I'd prolly be dead and plus... I'm not bald)

~ Sat around bored because the computer seems to have a mind of its own and wouldn't turn on

~ Watched another lame movie... I slept through most of it and was awaken to my brother screaming "you missed it!" Apparently it was "way cooler" than I thought it was

~ Sat around a bit more bored because the computer seems to like my brother more than me and turn on when he pressed the button

~ Sat around being MORE bored until dad came

~ Gave dad a new hairstyle since he agreed to be victim of my boredom :D

~ Laughed till my eyes watered because my hair-styling skills suck. Seriously, never come to me to get your hair done unless you want the theme of your hair to be "a disaster".

~ Watched Larry the Cable Guy and decided that his jokes aren't as funny as I was hoping they would be


Thursday, November 13, 2008

Picture Perfect

I got my class picture last night. Yes... my entire class stood still long enough to actually take a photograph. Correction: take three photographs. Seriously.. I wonder how the management managed that because my class is the worst class in the grade and we're the best at studies; which is an odd combination but that makes the whole experience a lot more fun. I can remember countless times when we all planned attacks on the teachers.

Did I mention "Chalk Fight Day"? No? Well, we all planned and went a little crazy one day. The whole class was covered in chalk and chalk dust. The grey concrete floor was barely visible through all that and our poor teacher stood out of the class too scared to come in because she knew that is she did she would end up bombarded with five different colours of chalk and end up looking like a rainbow.

Anyways, my point was, everyone had they goody-goody smile on the picture. You know, the one you flash at the supervisor to prove that you've done nothing wrong. Everyone had the same look on their face. That is, except for me and the guy standing to my right. We were laughing. I remember that the guy behind us was saying stuff at the photographer and we started laughing. So, in that photograph everyone looks serene instead of the both of us. We look like we're in our own world, laughing away. Well, I surely wouldn't have it any other way! :D

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

QUIZZZ!! (Because I'm bored...)

Time Started: 5:51 PM

Name: Aryn
Gender: Female

1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
I start the water and get in..

2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Mmm-hmmm. It's one of my weird habits. I read labels on ANYTHING.

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials?
No, because that's creepy and I'm trying here NOT to be creepy.

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
Are we talking about fantasy or reality?? *smiles innocently*

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
No... I would rather be hanged than shower with my brother, which would be weird. *sigh* I am now going to forget about this question.

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
Yes, once. When I got like, really, REALLY late!

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
Nop, thankfully not.

8.) How old do you look?
Uhh.. I dunno. I really should ask some random person I run into on the road.

9.) How old do you act?
Between the range of 1-75 years old. Yes... depends on how I feel most of the time.

10.) What's the last song you heard/sang?
Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat. Seriously, good song.

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything? of like a group ?
No.. I'm very boring in that way. lolx.

12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
Grad party (YAY!) and maybe hang out with friends... :D

13.) What is your mood at the moment?
Bored, anticipating, excited

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
Um.. no.. I haven't ridden any bulls mechanical or otherwise.

15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after drinking?
No.. I don't drink.

16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
Captain.. *evil laugh* "Walk the plank!"

17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Yes. Once, or maybe twice. Who hasn't in this day and age??

18.) Has anyone ever called you a slut?
No. At least I don't think so. Shouldn't this question be directed at the people who do the actual calling?

19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
No.. since I have never been to America, I couldn't have smuggled anything there.

20.) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
No. Guitar playing has become over-popular and therefore, boring.

21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
I'm not a sport person, or a city person either.

22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn? like all the kernals ?
Yes. I kinda like the kernels.. Lolx.. Weird me, I know.

23). Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
Yes.... more than once, sadly.

24.) Who's your favorite super-hero?
Wonder-Woman :D :D

25.) Do you have more enemies or more friends?
I like to THINK I have more friends.. but who knows...

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
No.

27.) Can you fix your own car?
Maybe, if I tried but since I am NOT the proud owner of a car that hasn't been something I've been able to do.

28). Do you like staying up late?
Sometimes. But mostly, I'm an 'early to bed, early to rise' kinda person.

29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
Yes :D

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
Nop. I don't steal.

31.) Have you ever been to jail?
No. Wanna arrest me?

32.) Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
Books.. and clothes.. Haha. I went nuts in China. Who can blame me? It was clearly AWESOME shopping which amounted to a total of $200. Yes, I'm filthy rich and PROUD of it.

33) Do you like the smell of beer?
No.. it reeks.

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
Yes.. of course. If it were up to me everyone would be dead, except me.. :D Died.. no.. didn't you read the bit earlier?

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
Yes.. clothes, clothes and... oh yeah, more clothes.

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
No.

37.) Do you ever get depressed?
Sometimes..

38.) Do you live with your parents?
Yep..

39.) Do you have plans for your future?
No.. yes.. maybe..

[ ] under 5'4
[ ] 5'4"-5'5"
[x] 5'5"-5'6"
[ ]5'6.5 - 5'7 ''
[ ] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall (6'1 and up)

NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[] dirty blonde [I really am, always have been since my hair darkened]
[] brownish [put here to appease Michelle and everyone else that doesn't believe me]
[ x] dark brown
[ ] black
[ ] red/light brown
[ ] Don't Know, Dyed Too Much

[ ] blue-eyed
[ x] brown-eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[] green-eyed
[ ] Hazel-eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] blue/green-eyed
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[ ] green/gray-eyed
[ ] they change colors
[ ] amber

[ x] glasses
[ ] contacts
[] neither
[ ] Both

[ ] short hair
[] medium hair
[x ] kinda long hair
[ ] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?

[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[x] aqua
[ ] pink
[ ] hot pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[] green
[x] lime green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[x] turquoise
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[x] orange
[ ] grey
[ ] fuscia
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[x ] teal
[ ] coral
[ ] clear
[ ] bronze
[ ] I don't really care
[ ] rainbow
[ ] I basically like all colors
[ ] except for yellow. and pink. and purple.


Your personality is sometimes...

[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] sarcastic


You like listening to:

[x] pop
[x] country
[ ] Christian
[x ] orchestral/classical
[x] techno
[ ] oldies
[ ] opera
[ ] soca [?]
[ ] 80's
[x] disco
[ ] rap
[ ] classic rock
[ ] punk
[x] pop punk
[ ] metal
[ ] reggae
[x] rock
[x] alt/indie rock
[ ] emo
[x] foreign rock
[ ] ska
[x] lots of different stuff
[ ] dance hall

The pets you have HAD?

[ ] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] mouse
[ ] ferret
[x] bunny
[x] fish
[ ] horse
[ ] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[ ] turtle
[ ] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[ ] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] baby chicks
[ ] baby ducklings
[ ] none
[ ] hedgehog
[ ] snail
[ ] piranha
[ ] parrot
[ ] newt
[ ] pigeon



Your confessions:

[ ] I'm afraid of silence
[x] I am really ticklish
[x] I'm afraid of the dark [only if theres a rapist or something, or I think of ghosts...]
[ ] I've collected comic books
[x] I sometimes shut out others
[ ] I open up to others TOO easily
[x] I read the newspaper
[x] I love Disney movies
[x] a sucker for gorgeous eyes
[x] a sucker for a gorgeous smile
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name [.x. counts I guess]
[ ] I bake well
[ ] have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I am self-conscious
[x] I love to laugh
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[x] I bite my nails
[x] play computer games when I'm bored
[x] I have gotten lost in the city
[ ] I have gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] made out in an elevator
[ ] I have been skydiving
[ ] I have been bungee jumping
[x] I have bitten someone
[ ] I have egged or rolled a house/car/telephone booth.
[ ] I have smashed into a car
[ ] I have been fired
[ ] I have been skinny dipping


Have you ever...

[x ] seen a shooting star
[ ] joke proposed to anyone
[ ] gotten stitches
[ ] eaten Sushi [vegetarian]
[ ] gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Been on a cruise ship
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been on a plane by yourself
[ ] had surgery
[ ] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[ ] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] watched an entire baseball game

Do you like...
[ ] old movies
[x] musicals
[ ] blasting music in your car/or someone else's
[x] foreign foods
[ ] gameboy Pokemon
[ ] Christmas time
[x] animals
[ ] coffee
[ ] tea
[x] summer
[ ] winter


TWO'S OF EVERY KIND

Two Names You Go By: Aryn, Ryny


What Are Wearing Right Now: cream corduroy pants, White sleeve-less top and a bra and underwear but not everyone needs to know that.

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation: USA, Seychelles

Two favorite animals? Cats and Tigers

Two Things You Want in a Relationship other than Real Love: Humor, Loyalty

Two Reasons you're doing this survey: Bored and I lurrve quizzes

Spell your name without vowels: sh ryn l

How many pairs of pants do you own?: I never bothered to count.

What color(s) do you wear most often?: Black and denims.. soo.. blue!

Last song heard on the radio? Umm... I have no idea.. that crappy song which was on the taxi this morning.

Are you missing someone right now? Maaaaybe.... but It'll be over in a sec, I think.


What's for dinner tonight? I dunno. I have to ask mum... since dinner is not my thing today. Lunch was mine. :D

Are you happy with your life right now? It's GREAT. :D (Yes, I'm being optimistic.)


[Do you own a...]

- PS2?: Yes
- Wii? : Yes
- Xbox: No
- PSP?: No
- Gamecube?: No
- A digital camera? Yes


Do you shop at stores like Aeropostale and American Eagle? No.

How do you make money? Umm.. I don't, unless you actually count the stuff I get for art (which I proudly do! )

How's the weather? It's a little cloudy.. and that's all I know.

When did you start summer break? Can't remember.

Favorite pair of shoes: My black Nike pair which I wore all over China

Do you own big sunglasses? yes.. who doesn't these days?

What should you be doing right now? Packing

Who did you hug today? My younger brother because he fell off the bed

How many beds did you lay in yesterday? One.. I didn't come out of my room except once.

Name one thing that you do everyday? play my snare drum! :D (woohoo!)

What's the color of your bedroom walls? Lime Green (my mother went nuts with the catalog and I told her to do whatever she wanted, sadly.


How much cash do you have on you right now? None.. at all... or I haven't bothered to count.

What's your favorite sports? Tennis

When was the last time you saw your dad? Last night.

What did you have for dinner last night? I skipped dinner last night because I was too tired.

Look to your left, what do you see? my towel.. which is pink, BTW.

Do you have plants in your room? not IN the room.. out on the balcony, yes.

What's your favorite starbucks drink?
I don't drink Starbucks.

Recent time you were really upset? Yesterday probably

PS. I know this is like... wayyyy long but it's fun to do (if you're bored like hell!).

Disappearing from the World

I know, I know. I haven't blogged in a while. Basically because I haven't got much to say. Actually, I haven't got anything to say. I've been busy doing nothing. *laughs*

I disappeared from the world yesterday. All I did was wake up and go to sleep again. I switched off my phone and didn't get online. The only people I saw were the band people and family. That was my day. I was bored sick but I still didn't get online OR switch on my phone. I basically don't even know why, I just needed some 'me' time, I think. Anyways, I still haven't switched on my phone. I got online, so that's a start right?

We disappear to find ourselves. We disappear to be seen on our own.

I just realized that this is another one of my many posts that don't make any sense. Yes, I might be going crazy... Or have I realized that too late already?

Thursday, October 30, 2008

The Opinion Post

"if you love something, let it go, if it was meant to be, it'll come back to you"?

This is more an opinion post than another one of my rantings. I don't really have anything to blog about and this quote kind of brought questions into my mind. What do you guys think? I mean, is it true or not?

Some people say if you love something as much as you say you do, then you should pursue it by all means... but this quote argues.


“If you love something let it go free. If it doesn't come back, you never had it. If it comes back, love it forever.” ~ Doug Horton


Monday, October 27, 2008

Mood Music


YAY! I finally uploaded my new and improved version of the music playlist. It's at the bottom of the page... scroll down and take a look. :D

"Without music, life would be a mistake."
~ Friedrich Nietzsche

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Dream a Little, Dream of Me



"Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me"
~ Dream a Little Dream of Me, Louis Armstrong
Ahh... I lurrve that song. That's not the point though. This post is not about that song though, it's about something completely different.

I can't remember any of the things I've ever dreamed about... I can remember bits and pieces though. I remember this nightmare I had when I was two. I was held at gun point by a crazy mechanic who had already shot both my parents (yes, I was VERY imaginative even at the young age of two). XD

I also remember an old uncle who has now passed away, telling me that remembering your dreams means that they will never come true. I never figured out whether or not that's true but I thank my lucky stars that I remember the crazy mechanic one because even if there's the slightest chance that they may come true at least I can rule out being ever held at gun point by a crazy mechanic!

Don't worry, I'm not that crazy that I only dream of such thing as that. Of course, I dream my fair shares of hot guys and fairytale happy endings! ;)

So what do you dream of?


Thursday, October 23, 2008

TAGGED... once more! :D

Tagged by Disguise :)

First off, the rules:

1. Link to your tagger and list these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog - some random, some weird.
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.
4. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.
First off, the rules:
1. Link to your tagger and list these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog - some random, some weird.

3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.
4. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

1. I know, I know... I've already done a '7 things about me' post; still, that doesn't mean that there are 7 things MORE for you guys to find out. So... here's no.1, I am kinda anally-retentive (means I am a person with such attention to detail that the obsession becomes an annoyance to others
).

2. Something is wrong with Windows Live account and I am now pissed, oh yes I am!

3. Exams start on Sunday and I have this secret fear that I'm going to do really bad... the isn't exactly one of my best subjects.


4. I just realized that the above mentioned secret fear is now no longer a secret fear.

5. I'm going to graduate from my school in a few weeks and I can't help being all nostalgic about the fact that I wont get to see that milk-packet-guy anymore! XD Kidding! But I am totally going to miss all my AWESOME friends :D

6.Mum and Dad are talking about moving... that kinda sucks because I no longer will get to say that I live in the beautiful tropical archipelago of Maldives... but on the other hand, I'm one of those people who think that new experiences are fun!

7. The number 7 and I do not get along together that well. In fact, I loathe the number 7 and I know that deep, deep... DEEP down... it loathes me too!

I hereby tag,
Now,
Noelia,
prIncEss,
Princess Mia,
Ammetia,
debbie,
Diana,
& Vinay

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Carpe Diem


We live in a world where people come and go like day and night. Somewhere people celebrate the birth of a baby and in some place else people mourn the death of a loved one. That is part and parcel of life.

Maybe I've been watching too much TV or reading too much fiction but one question which popped into mind today was whether or not I wanted to be immortal?

I'm kinda scared of dying. yes, I know that it's stupid and completely irrational but ever since my near-death experience I have been a bit fearful of that fact that I might die any moment. I seriously am not ready to die... When I die, I want to have lived; really LIVED. I want to have skydived, traveled the world, gone scuba diving in the Great Barrier and done so much more! I want to die happy with a fulfilled life and I want my life to have meant something, I want to have created memories which will last forever and have made a difference in the world.

So my answer to the question...is NO. I wouldn't want to be immortal. I have no intention of living forever. I wouldn't want to watch all my loved ones disappear off the face of the earth one by one. I wouldn't want to be all alone.

So my dear Grim Reaper, please hold on because I'm not ready to die just yet. And to all my fellow bloggers and anyone who stumbles upon my blog and is bothered to read it, carpe diem! :D

"We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will”
~Chuck Palahniuk~


Thursday, October 16, 2008

My Ridiculous Masterpiece


I got bored a couple days ago and I decided to go all artistic. OK, fine, I just needed something to liven up my bedroom wall. I spent a total of five hours on that. In that five hours, I managed to ruin my fave T-shirt with the paint and create something which actually looked good on the wall for once... I apologize for the cruddy photo, I didn't have enough common sense to take a photograph or scan it before putting it up on the wall.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

One of those TAGS!!!! Version 2.0 (A..K.A the milk-packet-guy version)

I am : doing this version of this tag totally for Ki! ;)
I think : I am going to write all sorts of funny stuff in this version of the tag

I know : that the guy I threw the milk packet at through the class window will take his revenge

I want : to sit near the window so that I can keep a look out for the milk-packet-guy

I have : a whole bunch of stuff gathered to throw at him if he shows up

I wish : that I would seriously get over this whole throwing stuff out of the window thing.. but the rebel inside me is yearning to break free ;)

I hate : the milk-packet-guy, OF COURSE! (this one was kinda obvious!) XD

I miss : the cute guy who used to come by the ATM in front of the window during break

I fear : getting caught throwing stuff at the milk-packet-guy!!!

I hear : him yelling at me whenever I throw something...

I smell : the smell of success whenever he throws a fit on the road and everyone else on the road stares at him

I crave : chocolate... we eat it while throwing stuff at him :D

I search : for milk-packet-guy every break time

I wonder : if he will ever complain to the school administrative or the school office

I regret : throwing the first ever milk packet through the window instead of the dustbin

I love : enraging the milk-packet-guy

I ache : when he skillfully dodges all the pieces of chalk... (the oldie watched Matrix!)

I was not : pointing at the milk-packet-guy (even though he thought I was), I found the butterfly flying past more interesting than him.. so.. :P to the milk-packet-guy

I am not : obsessed with the milk-packet-guy. I AM NOT!

I cry : when I'm all alone.. seriously I have been crying more and more recently...what IS up with my tear ducts?

I believe : kicking milk-packet-guy's butt with nothing but a milk packet! :D

I dance : whenever there's music.. and sometimes when there is none.. like that time in front of the principal while she was talking to me.. the woman thought I went mad! XD

I sing : the 'victory song' whenever I manage to ruin milk-packet-guy's shirt with chalk
I read : everything and anything which a human being can possibly read

I don't always : have perfect aim with those milk packets!

I fight : with anyone who annoys me! WATCH OUT!

I write : all that I feel.

I win : every battle againt the now-infamous milk-packet-guy

I lose : battles with the ATM hottie, I cant seem to throw anything at him!

I never : seriously mess with people this often.

I always : apologize profusely if I do something wrong (except for the milk-packet-guy of course!)

I confuse : the milk-packet-guy about whether or not I'm actually one of those rebellious people who are always creating mayhem.

I listen : to the milk-packet-guy swear whenever I bomb him with chalk (happily listen!)

I can usually be found : bombarding the milk-packet-guy with chalk during break time.

I am scared : that he might actually complain to school and I would get B.U.S.T.E.D!

I need : to think of something un-rebellious to do during my break time...

I am happy : when the milk-packet-guy shows up perfectly on time... and I am waiting for him with bombs!! *evil laugh*

I imagine : that you probably think I'm insane by now...
I tag: Now!!!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

7 things I probably wouldn't tell you about myself...;)

  1. I'm a fast walker. Haha, yes. My mum hates going shopping with me because of it... and I hate going shopping with her too because we never seem to agree on anything. :D Still, it's fun breezing past people and besides, slow walkers annoy me.
  2. I suck at my native language. Yes, I do. I don't really get it. I would much rather stick to English. I mean, I'm obviously better at it than Dhivehi (which is my native language, in case you didn't know). Hehe! :D
  3. I'm an optimist. Yes, no matter how many times I say that I sound pessimistic, I'm lying. So watch out for that!
  4. I am addicted to Grey's Anatomy. I only know one other person who is as addicted to it as me. I can't believe Season 4 is finally out! The day I get my hands on it I will be ecstatic... XD It's just that it can relate to people and I love the story line.
  5. I love cats! Yet, I have no pets. :( That's the sacrifice for living in the capital city where you get just enough space for you to breathe; which totally sucks since I LOOVE cats. I've loved them since I was three and I petted my neighbours' cat. They had this really fluffy one which had grey fur and huge eyes (I loved the eyes, read below to know more about me and eyes!) which could blow someone away. I really liked that cat, too bad I moved when I was six.
  6. I have a huge thing for eyes. They tell a lot about the person. I'm a firm believer that the eyes are a window to one's soul OR maybe it's just the fact that I find the eyes to be the easiet part of the human face to draw.
  7. I adore the sea. Being a person who lives in an archipelago, this is essential. I love staring at it and just looking at the waves. I have a view of the sea from my place in class and whenever I feel bored I just stare it and it stares back... an endless, vast world of blue. *sigh*
That's all you all have earned for now... maybe you'll figure out more later on. :D

Friday, October 10, 2008

Call to All People!

OK, that's a weird title because it sounds like I'm announcing something of great importance. Well, actually it is of great importance to me and my blog, of course. You know the tiny Music Playlist thing below my C-Box? Well... I want you people to tell me what tracks to put in there because apparently my friend Mifrah thinks that the songs are gay. I like the first song though and I just added the other two because I wouldn't want a playlist with just ONE song playing on and on...

SOOO, people... any ideas? Because apparently, my taste in music is gay (???) Yes, Mifrah, my dear, you are SOOO back on my hate list! :D

But seriously.. SONGS?? ANYONE?????


Thursday, October 9, 2008

I Felt the Sun Set Down On Me

After a post which made no sense, I thought I would actually write something that wasn't well... insane. This is actually something which I came across while I was cleaning out my cupboard. I came across a whole notebook which I had written in and completely forgotten about. I don't actually even remember why I wrote this, except for the fact that I may have been all shattered and heartbroken.


I Felt The Sun Set Down On Me


The bird’s screech, a sound of warning

The look on my face, a look of wanting

Desire has come and erased my past

Now all I can say is that it happened way too fast


Every detail now not the same

Me and you in every picture, every frame

Love forever, yet forever was not true

And you disappeared without a clue


I felt the sun set down on me

I felt the waters ripple in the sea

Like a jigsaw never complete, without one part

I felt like a song which had ended, although it did not start


The world looked like a simple arithmetic sum then

Yet now I am in tears and all I can ask is “When?”

“When will the sun rise up and shine,

Shine down on me and make you mine?


Just then the clouds shook and rumbled

An answer for sure but even then I fumbled

Then it started; they started to cry, tears which kept falling on me

With theirs’ mine washed away and let me be


I feel better, I feel strong

But I know meeting you was not wrong

It made me wiser, made me better

Made me burn down all your letters


I felt the sun shine down on me

I felt the warm cool breeze and the crystal sea

Like a butterfly flits out of its cocoon, metamorphosis

I fly free and complete, proving wrong my hypothesis






Wednesday, October 8, 2008

It's All About Being Random...

I'm going to start this straight to the point. I'm very random and unexpected. I could spend a veryyy long time blabbering about random stuff which could possibly have no use to the other person. I mean, do you seriously think that someone who had to sit next to me in class because there was no other place really cares about the fact that I have a very noticeable British accent whereas I'm in no way British?? Nope, she doesn't. But do I regret being random? Aww, hell no. It's what makes me, me! I wouldn't be myself if I had a sane conversation with even one human being. XD

I just realized that this post itself makes no sense... but I'm going to post it anyway.. :D


Thursday, October 2, 2008

"Heyy there Twinkle Toes!"

That was the greeting I got when I returned home after HOURS and HOURS of dancing! I had such fun while letting go to the music. I hadn't danced like that is a LOONG time! It was so fun...all us girls were laughing like insane and the music just flowed through.

That's the part about losing control that really rocks! When you loose control to the music, all that exists is you and the music. All my fellow dancers out there will know what I mean. Not just dancers though, just any random person out there who loses control once in a while...

NO, no no... I don't mean for people to go wild and crazy and breaking into houses and stuff. I just meant the type of losing control that doesn't get you in jail...

All that dancing was a nice change of pace! Although the pain my gluteus maximus... is not a very pleasant result of it! XD

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Bubbles...

I just came from the park. It's Eid so the entire family went out. It's one of the traditions of Eid for the entire family to have a family outing, wearing the new clothes.

There were these vendors at the park, which sold toys for all the little kiddies there. Today there were only two of those vendors. One had tons of toys which had brights lights and all that. People were crowding around this particular vendor and buying stuff. Seriously, there was not even a single second where a person wasn't over there buying something.

The other vendor had only a few stuff and only one guy was selling them. He was not getting any customer and he was standing there in a very sad sort of way, looking at the other vendor.

THEN (drum roll!), I went over there and bought something from the second vendor! I bought a bubble blower of which I clearly had no use, but still, the vendor guy was happy and I had a GREAT time blowing bubbles.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Confessions of a Shopaholic

The Shopaholic is me, in case you did not figure it out. I went shopping all over Male' tonight, on FOOT mind you! I mean, I love walking and all but ALL over Male' is A LOT of walking. It's not as big as most places but trust me, it's a lot harder when you have to squeeze past gross people who are either yelling into cellphones, smelly and sweaty or standard perverts who try to grab at you whenever they brush past. Seriously, those are stereo-type of people you might pass on the street. Wait, I forgot to mention the hot guy who does not try to grab you but smiles as you brush past... that could make the day of any sane shopper.

Another thing which even Beginner Shoppers like me should like are clothes that look good on you. No offense or anything to the shop owners but the majority of you people sell crap.. seriously, you do; which is why if I ever need to get anything worth wearing more than once, I have to scout from one end of the city to the other just to go one shop and then to the opposite end to get something else. Although I have to admit, the ecstasy of getting the perfect top or the shoes that FINALLY fit your abnormally tiny feet is TOTALLY worth it!

I have no idea what took over me tonight. I mean, I am usually the type of person who completely HATES shopping. Tonight, though, I think I enjoyed it up to the extent where I tricked my mother into carrying that bag with the hole in the bottom and all the stuff in the bag came piling out onto the street. Lolz. It was totally funny for me at least, maybe not so much for her though.

At least we had a mother-daughter bonding moment. How often does that happen? Answer: Not that often.


"Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to shop."
- Bo Dereck -

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Moments that Take Your Breath Away


This is going to be a very random post coming totally out of nowhere... but I felt I should blog about this since it totally touched my heart.

So... in the taxi on my way home there was this little girl who was a girl the taxi driver dropped home everyday from school. The road to my house was blocked so we took a detour and dropped her home first.

The girl was about four or five years old and when we got there her housemaid was waiting to taker her into the house. All her efforts to drag her into the house were in vain since she just kept on singing and dancing. You should have seen the serene smile on her face as she sang, that kind of serenity is present only in little kiddies. I could not hear the song but I could feel the movements as she shook her body from side to side. It was utterly beautiful.

Words cannot express exactly how the moment was. She was stopping traffic with her singing! I felt pity for the housemaid as she shouted but, the shouts fell on deaf ears for the girl was not in this world. This world of traffic, time and business was not familiar to her. She was in the childish world where everyone's entitled to their own happy ending and Wonderland is everyone's destiny.

Jeez, when did I lose my entrance ticket to that world? Damn.... I seriously need to find it. I mean, that kind of serenity is something which I would kill for (NO, I won't kill her!) I think I just got caught in that moment.

"To dance takes strength, artistry and passion. You can express any emotion possible in the most beautiful form, if you're willing to take the first step." -Anonymous-


Friday, September 19, 2008

Reflections on My Mirror


"What do people see when they look at me?" that is the question that worked its way into my mind this morning while I was standing in front of the bathroom mirror (NO, I was NOT naked!). I really do wonder what people see. Do they see the same face I see everyday. The hair which sometimes looks black and sometimes brown... the eye which turn hazel in the sun and ebony indoors... and skin which is highly problematic most of the time. Seriously, I sometimes wonder if my eyes lie to me (silly and downright outrageous, I know). But, it does not hurt to wonder... does it? If it is true, it's not like you're ever going to find out.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

One of those.. TAGS!!!

I am: trying to change.
I think: therefore I am.
I know: you'll probably think this is a load of crap!
I want: to find something a bit more solid to write about

I have: tons of friends and people I love :D
I wish: I had more friends and people I love.. yes, apparently.. I'm greedy! (Who knew??)

I hate: nothing at all! I became all that I hated, so I stopped hating.
I miss: last year.. the entire year!! (Mafaxo, Sama, Nashith and I!!!)
I fear: crowds of people... I seriously don't get why people have to crowd... it's not like it's GOOD
I hear: people talking. Love em!! Their noises assure me that I am not alone!

I smell: like Body Butter.. Shea :) ( The Body Shop.. lurvvee it!!)
I crave: chocolate cake!! I don't get why it's SOOOOO utterly delicious!
I search: for something... I don't even know what it is!

I wonder: if there is a punishment for Mafaxo for teasing as well! Not that I wish to indulge in it, but I might if no one’s penalizing me for it.
I regret: making the wrong choice... (I'm gonna say the veryyy mysteriously)
I love: you-know-who... and I most certainly don't mean Voldemort!
I ache: for God knows what..
I was not: the same person yesterday!
I am not: an obsessive person
I cry: when... uhhh.. WHEN???
I believe: in happy endings, fairy tales and... LOL prince charming!!
I dance: like a crazy person.. yes.. I am lying.. I am a good dancer.. :P
I sing: in the shower.. sometimes, I happen to be a very good bathroom singer with a solo album of 22 hits! :P
I read: wayyy too much! My mum is trying to throw away most of em.. because I'm evolving into a bookworm... (Like, that's possible for her to throw em away!!!)
I don’t always: joke around! Someone please take me seriously!!!
I fight: for men’s rights!! (Only the sexy ones)
I write: love notes on walls of historic buildings!
I win: thumb-wrestling games with my bro.. (younger bro.. of course!)
I lose: my temper very easily!
I never: leave home without eyeliner n mascara :P ( except for school.. but i do break that rule sometimes.. I am SUCH a rebel.. teehee :P )
I always: have a spare hair band in case my hair goes wildly insane!
I confuse: everything and everyone around.. sometimes even myself!!
I listen: only when you talk sense.... the rest of the time.. I'm the just nodding along!

I can usually be found: on MSN I know my life sucks! :P
I am scared: of myself.. I know.. I can destroy my own self.
I need: some money! Actually a lot of money for the JimmyChoo’s :P
I am happy: on my birthday... even if I don't get anything...
I imagine: your state if you’ve really read this post till this full stop.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Love....


What it means to me......
Love means:

  • feeling absurdly high and knowing sure as hell you're not on drugs
  • having a reason to smile during the day even though the day is total crap
  • being inspired by it to never give up hope on the childish fantasy of having a happily ever after and prince charming
  • losing all righteousness and being wild, wacky and down right outrageous
  • knowing that even if you yell, even if he yells, you both will still be there for each other (that kind of reassurance is what people need, I tell you!!)
  • not giving a crap when you eat that last piece of chocolate cake because you know he'll tell you look great anyways... (just kidding with this one, the truthful types tell the truth no matter what)
  • (in connection with the point above) that you'll spend the next few minutes arguing about the fact that you've got extra point while mischievously laughing about it because you both know you're just kidding
  • not caring about the fact that even though it is risky and a bad idea... and still doing it anyways.. :D
  • feeling like jumping in the air, dancing around and singing corny songs for absolutely no reason
  • knowing there's no such thing as time... time loses all meaning with love
  • stopping signing letter to your close friends with love, because you have letters to someone else to sign them THAT way
  • having no subject out of limits... (I seriously do mean NO subjects) LOLZ!
  • you stop envying the girl on TV for getting the hot guy because you know that yours is a million times better!
  • the start looking at roses (which you previously HATED) and started thinking that maybe people weren't exactly THAT stupid about being so crazy about roses
  • laughing together for hours and thinking that it has only been a few minutes (kinda goes with the time thing... WHO CARES!!!??)
  • reading soppy love poems and listening to songs that makes you realize that they were not so bad after all
  • painting using the shades of red and pink all the time.. SERIOUSLY! It gets annoying at one point...
  • drawing hearts all over your textbook, notebooks and anything else you get your hands on! (my mum kills me about this one... though I don't intend on stopping, teehee!)
  • doodling love quotes on the pages of your sketchbook
  • feeling like getting up bright and early (which you normally would NEVER do) because it's another day with HIM/HER!!
  • reading this whole infernal thing and making your own list of stuff about you!
See... see, what you keep doing to me. I do not ramble on and on like this. Lolz! So... what does love mean to you? Do you love LOVe, or hate LOVE (shame on you if the latter is so!)??

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Blue Tears

* Blue tears is actually a poem written by my BFF Malees... I loved it and couldn't think of any other title for this post.

A, cried in school today. It was heart-breaking. Poor guy... I guess you never expect someone whom you think you're going to spend forever with to break your heart and leave you to sweep up all the messy pieces. Why does that all sound TOO familiar???

Anyways, Rimie is hosting a roadha villun thing in her house... Can't wait for it! We have this huge plan for it (by we, I mean me, Manaal, Rimie and Isse) and hopefully, all runs smoothly and A, will brighten up!

After all this sad talk, I seriously need something brighter... although, this is supposed to be a sad post. So.. nevermind the happiness and let this be sad. Uggghh.. when did it get so complicated to be a human being.. Great! Now I'm jealous of Stonehenge people! Lolz!


Sunday, September 7, 2008

Sunday Scribbles

~ Went back to school.. which was totally AWESOME! I had no idea I missed all those people. LOL! I even missed Ms. Z our class teacher. That part got me kinda surprised because I HAD NO IDEA I missed her until I saw her and burst out laughing. I hadn't laughed like that in a loooong time. Felt good to be back.

~ Did not finish my Dhivehi homework. LOL! No surprise there. Same as usual... only this time, it's FREE TOPIC. I HATE FREE TOPIC! I'm never going to get this one done.. I swear..

~ Chocolate cake... I seem to be eating too much of that. But I like venting with it... I know, I KNOW! I CAN'T KEEP VENTING WITH CAKE! I SERIOUSLY need to find something as a replacement.. any ideas, people??

~ Turtles and Garfield... ode to childish obsessions we never seem to let go.. :D

Anyways, I loved this Sunday.. better than all the rest so far... and things seem to keep looking up.. :D

Sunday, August 31, 2008

When the Stars Go Blue


"Where do you go when you're lonely?
Where do you go when you're blue?
I'll follow you... When the stars go blue..."
-Ryan Adams, When the Stars Go Blue

OK.. the whole positive thing I kept on going about... I guess it was a whole load of crap because I am now my normal self and pessimistic as ever. It feels good being myself again! The whole optimistic thing was... different, I guess. I'm glad I did venture into that whole avenue... but I'm done venturing.

The reason I realized I was back to my pessimistic being was when I cried while watching a Private Practice episode... I admit. IT WAS PATHETIC!! I mean, who in God's name cries while watching TV? Unless the thing they are watching is sad... but what I was watching was definitely not sad! I don't even know what came over me... I was suddenly bawling about phantom pains and struggles... stuff deep, deep, DEEP down below. The ones I buried out of shame, fear and anger. The real pathetic stuff which I haven't bothered to tell anyone.

And then comes the big question: WHY?????
Answer: Hell if I know. Maybe because... I needed to believe I could get over it. But I never did. And the pile keeps growing. Damn...

I even felt lonely... a tiny bit of loneliness mixed with all that regret. I'm not gonna tell you why...I don't love you people that much... ;) KIDDING!

I'll be fine... I'll venture out of this place one time or another.. :D

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Snow White.. Sleeping Beauty.. and Everything in Between

Hehe... I loved that cartoon when I was a kid, as a matter of fact, I think I still do! When I first saw it, I was only two years old and I could only pronounce the name as "Sow White" (thank God I could say white!).
The Sleeping Beauty. I loved the hundred years part.. and how the kiss of true love wakes her up! so.. romantic...

Hehe... I loved that cartoon when I was a kid, as a matter of fact, I think I still do! When I first saw it, I was only two years old and I could only pronounce the name as "Sow White" (thank God I could say white!).

This post is to sort of embrace the fact that I still do have that love for cartoons in me.

My next favorite is Cinderella. I first saw it when I was two and a half.....It was breath taking! My favorite moment was when Prince Charming and Cinderella danced at the ball and this song comes on.. I think it's called, "So This is Love". It was very touching and even at the young age of two... I felt it.

I've also loved the Rapunzel.. although there is no cartoon... My aunt read me the story and I really REALLY liked it! At first, she was stuck in a tower and oh-so sad!... but then she falls deeply in love and lets her hair down a freaking tower for the guy! Talk about daring and divine!

This has been a weird post... but it definitely was fun to let out the little girl in me.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Begin the Begin A.K.A Count to 10, Start Over


“And let the breezes of today, take away the petals of the past…”

New beginnings. That is the new headline in my world. A fresh start. Sounds sooooo good. It was actually the whole point of getting a new haircut; to start fresh. I believe that even the worst of us is are allowed to a that. To slop off all the bad and make room for the future. Who gets to determine when the old ends and the new begins? It’s not on a calendar, it’s not a birthday, not a new year, it’s an event —big or small, something that changes us, ideally it gives us hope, a new way of living and looking at the world, letting go of old habits, old memories. What's important is that we never stop believing we can have a new beginning, but it's also important to remember amid all the crap are a few things really worth holding on to……

Thursday, August 14, 2008

I've Got Sunshine on a Cloudy Day


"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone. And do not trouble about the future for it is yet to come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful, that it will be worth remembering." - Idus


I have been thinking a lot lately..... hehe.. that's right.. me.. thinking...thinking.. THINKING!!!!
And I have finally decided to be an optimist. So... my glass is half-full.. and I've got a smile on my face. I'm not kidding.. I'm just happy, I guess.. Because for once in my life.. everything is PERFECT!! There's me, family, girlfriends, guy-friends and school!!

I'm all smiles.. and sun shines..GOD! I sound like a bad pop song..

PS. miss you malees! Rimmie.. please feel free to comment!!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

So Close..........

Artist: Jon McLaughlin
Song: So Close


You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far


This is a beautiful song from the movie "Enchanted". It's so beautiful, especially with the music



Sunday, June 15, 2008


"At this moment there are 6,770,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with the good. Some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes - all you need is just one." - Like You Like an Arsonist, Season 3, One Tree Hill.

That really makes me wonder where I fit in.

Am I running scared?
- Possibly most of the time, whenever in doubt, whenever in fear.

Am I coming home?
- More like, I'm trying to figure out where home truly is.

Do I tell lies to get through the day?
- Not all the time, but I do have my juvie moments where I lie my ass off.. :D

Am I facing the truth?
- Constantly, all the time, mostly. They say that the truth doesn't make a noise... but it makes
people scream, laugh, cry etc.. Doesn't that make noise?

Am I evil, fighting against good?
- Part of me, yes. The truth is, we all have our evil subconscious.

Am I good, struggling with the evil?
- Almost all of the time.. I'm 5'6.. head on.. guns blazing..

Out of all those people, do I really need just one?
- Hell yeah.